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Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Sunday 9:40 pm phillyboi time

Monday, May 21, 2007 11:08:33 AM
Subject: Re: Sunday 9:40 pm phillyboi time

OK D,

I keep EVERYONE blocked till its cool to talk, meaning mom/andy whatever until i can chat without them coming in.  So its not just you but yes i had u blocked, if you woulda asked, then i woulda told you i wasn't trying to hide it!!!

  Why do you think im always doing something  wrong. can't you see that my mom will totally ground me IF im caught chatting, she hates it.  and NOOOO i wasn't on for sex. fuck im 16 i get horny and im sorry if you dont like it. sometimes when we talk im just talking about stuff and YOUUU get all sexual about stuff not me all the time.  I DONT RESORT to on line stuff, i just look at it sometimes.  JESUSCHRIST wtf???????  YOU LOOK AT PORN ALLLLLLLL THE FUCKING TIME tell me you dont.  I DONT have other older guys i talk to. 

OK i have one guy who's like a teen counselor but thats ITTTT and if I did so what????  i hate this. its like you want to control my life.  yeah i have cj and tim and im into them big time but just because I looke at porn stuff so whatt they do too when we aren't together and sometimes when we are.  I'm not drinking all the time, we had some when we were camping.  im mad right now like i guess you are at me for some reason--because i had to go and you think its because i was hiding from you and i fucking wasn't. why do u think im kinda freaked about meeting you...you get so intense and it scares me all to hell since i had a bad experiense with it before.  really bad. its like you think you totally figured me out and you didn't. you always make me feel really bad and i'm not.  i gotta go before I say something stupid. but dont get all holy on me because you arent.  let me be a kid ..fuckkkkk!



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